Life is really about adventure..U won't know what will happen the next moment in your life... Right now I really don't know what I want...So confuse of myself.. Awhile want this, after that want that.. So confuse...I bet no one will see this blog.. Cause to people is dead le...

I asking myself did I so fast make a promise to people yet can't do it? It seem like giving people false hope.. Well I don't like promise le did not do it...It make me like a bastard like that PS people away..

Sometimes i wonder what type of world should I live in and types of friend to hang out with? Right now I suddenly feel like I should not be in r/s cause I like to stay at home don't like to travel... If Gf wan go here there and i don't want and she complain become my fault..

Well..I really don't what to do now...Why church people like once together after break up like must keep on say like u and her like couple why don want together... Izzit once together break must together again??

God pls tell me wat to do now...Give me direction